Can I get back to the mindset that the work is what matters? I am not specifically speaking about Work, I am just saying in general THE work. I define The work in regards to the work of painting, the work of playing guitar, the work of drawing, etc. Over this winter I have forebodingness of displeasure in the result so I therefore avoid the attempt. It is not an innate fear but a clear sense that I will strongly detest my work enough to think that the attempt is an abject failure.
Is it possible to move past this and just start working again. I am not sure but today I have tried. I am hoping that continual efforts pay off with a little less doom and gloom surrounding the process. Hoping.